The creative juices! They're flowing once again!

Hello world! Today I speak to you from the depths of a vague, unidentifiable feeling like there is something I've lost, or something I don't have that I need. If only I could figure out where this feeling is coming from! But then again, if I knew that I probably would not have opened up the tab to write in, and I've been writing so seldom lately. Last year, during school, I was writing almost non-stop, but so far the only assigned writing I've had this year are one page reflection papers about horribly inaccurate workbook exercises analyzing how we show stress and anger. According to the workbook, I'm a total wreck. Last time I checked I was doing okay. Well, aside from vague feelings of unmet needs. I'm quite proud of myself, though. So far, since school started, I've only had one emotional breakdown, and it was totally unrelated to the issues that usually set me off. I should really make an effort to blog more often. It's like a journal, helping me stay focused and knowing who I am. Well, except that it's online, typed, and edited. Which reminds me that I ought to get a decent pen and a proper notebook so I can start freewriting again. Over the summer I rather got out of the habit, but seriously, I have found no better way of sorting out what you're thinking than putting pen on paper and letting the words flow from your brain to the page. Readable handwriting helps, but really isn't necessary. Oh, I've learned how to spell necessary. That word was my nemesis for a while. So, this blog is basically the ramblings of me as I get back into the swing of blogging even when I don't have a great deal that I can think of to say, that you, my dear reader, are suffering through, which I greatly appreciate, because if anyone has read this far they are excellent at staving off boredom. Boredom has not been my problem lately. Rather, my problems have been something like getting all my math homework done while not forgetting to memorize your script and oops don't forget about your paper and reading and try not to wreck your joints because you need them for dance class and phew that was a long run-on sentence! I'm trying to find the balance here between pouring out my soul, which is bad, because the Internet is a scary place, and saying enough to be interesting. I suppose if I were to have a soul outpouring it would be horribly boring to anyone not intimately involved in my world. I don't suppose it really matters. This is probably going to be the longest blog post of all time for me. I can't help it, it's been so long since I typed on this lovely page that I just want to keep going. Like the Energizer bunny.